Ja Love Potatoes

well, it's been a while since i posted, cause i haven't had much to say. but now ill update you, i just turned myself into the allen park police last thursday to take care of a drug case i had from a year ago. They are probably gonna give me probation, or mabye alittle jail time. Either way, im glad to get it over with. It's about time. Plus on top of that, i am being evaluated tomorrow for REHAB.I am sick of living my life day by day, wondering how im gonna smoke or drink other that eat or where im gona live. I obviously need some help, so finally, im gonna do it. So I guess what im trying to say is...wish me luck, im gonna need it.

p.s im sorry to all the people i hurt or pissed off. i never meant to hurt anyone, i was just thinking about myself too much, but that is ALL over now. i love u all

Current Mood: nervous

im done trying to find "the one" for me. I guess im destined to be unhappy for the rest of my life. I mean, i'm not asking for much, just alittle love. I open my heart wide open for the one i like, and all i get is a closed door. I take it back i guess i AM asking for too much. im just gonna give up and hope that something comes up. im just tired of feeling like a 3rd wheel.weather my friends admit it or not, i AM A 3RD wheel. i hate that my friends feel obligated to hang out with me cause i have no one else to spend my time with. oh well life goes on i guess(hopfully not too long)

Current Mood: crushed

well the past few weeks have been going pretty good. I've just been chill'n with jimbo and amanda most of the time. She makes me fat but beats me in pool so it blanaces out.
but on a real note, Im in a bit of a delema. im trying to figure out the nicest possible way break it off with my girl friend without breaking her heart. It's not that i dont care for her. We've just grown apart. We dont understand each other as much as we use to. We get in an arguement at least onnce a day but its ususally my fault. We arent on the same level anymore so we clash alot. I just wish i knew an easy way to do this so we can both be happy.




any advise????
HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Current Mood: uncomfortable

i just have to take the time and say a few words for my two best friends......
Jimbo and Amanda have finally found each other and it's about damn time. i knew it would happen one day, i just dont know why they were too pussy to do it a long time ago. Ever since i've met them both, i knew they were right for each other. Amanda is a kind, understanding and fun girl. Jimbo is a caring and sympathetic guys so it was only a matter of time that they found each other. I am happy for both of them and i hope they live happily ever after.






Ja LOVE

I have had a very long week, lots of blood and tears were shed. lots of people were hurt. but hey, life goes on. We live our lives second by second. sometimes things fit right in place. however, sometimes shit will just come out of nowhere and completley scare the shit out of ya. but like i said life goes on and i will love every second of it, whether i get what i want of not.

Current Location: illieville
Current Music: addicted by simple plan

you stuck your nose where is doesnt belong. now i gotta punch it through your face

you know, it really pisses me off when people listen to one side of a story and automatically beleieve it. all i have to say is this. if people dont care enough to hear you out and try to understand, they are not worth the time of day. ............."just step back for a moment. just pause for one minute, and think of the implication of our actions today, so it does not spiral out of control, do not become the evil that we avoid"

good people, good talks, good times. roses are red, violets are blue.............

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I dont know where my brain went latley. i've been running too much and im NERPED! If only there was a perscription to make me happy all the time and smile...............(wait, nevermind)I NEED A DOCTOR. nurse???? help me

well, im back in bellevile now, and i think it's for the best. i had some good times downriver but at the same time, I need to get my life together. there are some regrets though. i wish i would have jumped on some oppertunities that i just let go right by me. oh well theres plenty of time for that later.
but i am gonna miss all of my friends: d-man, Jim Sir, TiTi, M2, Lyserge, and most of all my little hermione(u dont know what u do to me)

well i haven't updated in a while cause there isnt much going on. i got back into school, thats about it. is anyone wants to chill hit me up

hey everyone. MERRY XMAS i know i havent posted in a while but i was sick of being harrassed anyway hit me up if u wana chill

I DO NOT CARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i love how i try to do something nice for someone and suprise them, and it completeley backfires. you know who you are. oh buy the way. that stuff i was sending u, it is in my locker right now!!!!!! i was just about to try and send it again (i got the wrong adress the 1st time) but i really dont apreciate bullshit remarks. why dont u get the fucking facts before you open your mouth. but dont worry im still send ing you're shit so u can feel real stupid when u get it in the mail. and after u get it IM DONE FUCK YOU ALL. i came here to indiana to better myself, not to waste 2 months trying to make money for and ungratful person. .

well i am finally in my trade. I am taking sign and display. i tried out culinary arts and i said "FUCK THAT" THEY DON'T EVEN TEACK ME ANYTHING! so now im gonna be learing how to make signs and do graphic design. anyway..............ill be home in november for thanksgiving so if anyone wants to hang out then hit me up. i miss u all

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visionary"
You create what is needed for future generations.
You have a deep love for adventure, travel,
change, the creative process, setting new
things in motion, and changing both internally
and externally. You have a great gift of
visionary perception, an eye for what is and is
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DAWN I HOPE THINGS ARE OK BACK HOME. I MISS EVERYONE. I'LL SEE YOU IN NOVEMBER!!!!!!!!

i'm not sure what trade i'm gonna take yet. i'll either take Culinary arts, heavy equipment operator (bull dozers and shit) or carpentry. I really wana do culinary, but if there isn't room for me, i dont have a choice. but either way i will leave this place with A LOT of $$$$$$.



P.s if any of you are struggling with getting a job, or g.e.d, or a place to live, i highly reccomend looking into the Atterbury Job Corps center. it's a very good program. Everything is paid for and you get paid for pretty much nuthing. you cant beat that deal. so, if anyone is in that position, look it up. YOU WON'T REGRET IT!!!!!!

well im going on my 3rd week here and it's starting to grow on me. It's so wierd to have to start a new life like 7 hours away from where i have spent my whole life, but it's an expirience i have to have in order to feel complete. When i get out of this place, i will feel so much better abaout myself because i will be prooving to myself and to everyone i know that im not a complete fuck up. i agree i didnt do shit with my life for a very longb time, but it wasn't because i couldnt do it. it's because i didn't want to. i just needed the right support and the right motivation to get off my ass. I wana thank those of you that were there for me. and to those of you who wanted me to fail, all i have to say is.better luck next time because no matter what you do to me or say to me, you can NEVER bring me down from where i am at now. This time that i am spending here is the best thing i have done for myself and you will all understand what i mean when i get back. you will see the real "me". not the stupid, fuck-up i was making myself look like.



well i gotta go eat some food. i miss every last one of you and you all should hit me up some time.





Ja love

well, im finally at job corps and i'm missing all of u very much. i wont be able to come home till x-mas so it'll be a while till u all see me. im sure alot of u are happy about that, but for those of u that are sad, hit me up and ill comment pack


much love



p.s i miss u sis!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!